your nightly reminder that you CAN make it another night, stay strong xx
Honestly right now I’m kinda blah. I’m depressed. There are some things going on in my life that are triggering the depression. My ex best friend has ditched me because I am not also interested in her new various activities.
Facets from ex friend are popping up in random ways here and there and it’s never good when that happens.
Shitty fears of being alone.
I have a fucked up thyroid and I’ll prob have to be put on medicine to regulate it. And the bad part of that is, I’ll prob have to stop drinking herbal teas. And if I have to idk what im gonna do. I rely on my teas for coping and dealing with life.
I’m going to be having surgery soon on my wrist for the third time because cysts love appearing in it. The sixth cyst fyi.
Im just tired. I drank two cups of tension tamer tea today, & it was such a nice happy calm buzz all day. The thoughts were at bay but there was no negative feeling. It literally numbs the pain. Doesn’t solve the problem but it numbs the pain which is good enough for me atm.
Im so tired.
I know what will make me happy but its out of my control. And that makes me more depressed. Whatever.
That is all.
Theatre Bizarre is an annual Halloween masquerade staged in a residential Detroit neighborhood. Occupying several adjoining properties, the grounds include a haunted house, a Ferris wheel and several stages that accommodate over 150 performers each year. The performers include local and national music acts, burlesque dancers, suspension artists and sideshow “freaks”.